Basta isang Friday, naisulat ko toh... hindi ko na matandaan kung kelan...
Friday, saraaaap ng buhay, the perks for finishing your task at work early feels goooooood…
Pwede akong mag dessert ng “petiks ala mode”… Heehee…
I haven’t been writing for the longest time… My reason? Ahhh…. Hehehe! Really really stressed at work… Anyway on my way home riding the infamous jeepney, I wrote this blog in my head.. Sana maisulat ko ng maganda, kasing ganda nung naisulat ko sya sa isip ko. Here it goes.
I remember telling myself when I was 16 “this is the greatest year of my life”. I was a junior in high school (the best year in high school years), I finally have a lot of real friends, I had my first boyfriend, my own room is completely done, and I’ll be attending my first PROM.
I turned 17 then 18. I had my debut, nagpa-party pa ang mom ko.Hehehehe!!! It wasn’t that corny that time… I was enjoying my college life, FREEDOM at last! I can now go to Manila–at that time the furthest place I travelled alone from home, I had new great friends from all over the Philippines and I’m finally growing boobs – I wish! Heehee! This is the greatest year of my life!
I was finally 21! Despite experiencing my first ever major heartbreak (yes my 5 year relationship with my first boyfriend ended), again I heard myself say; “this is the greatest year of my life”. I learned how to put-on make up, dress up really really nice, and Mom said I was finally blooming. I was 21 when I first let myself watch porn for the first time – I waited to be of legal age, it was nasty! Ewwwwww!! Thanks to my gal pals in college! It was also the year I’ve been to clubs, and took first few guilt free sip of alcohol. I’ve done a lot of 1st when I was on my 21st, some I’m proud of, some I’ve learned a lot from, some I’ll never ever try doing again, and some I’ll just be forever be tempted to do so… What a year! And eventually I graduated college. Yeiy!
Honestly, what made my 23rd year great was being able to let go of all the crappy things I’ve been holding on to from the past few years. And also the person I’m blessed to be my 2nd boyfriend. Yes were broken up right now and it seems he doesn’t want him to be friends with me anymore (years of friendship down the drain!) but I’ll forever consider him one of the few best thing that ever happened to me…
I’m now 26 and I just realized, hindi lang pala isa ang pwedeng maging “gretest year of my life”… Pwede palang magkaroon ng maraming maraming maraming greatest ang buhay ng isang Amai… At 26 I’m working in a good company with a nice cozy cube, decent job (it could get better) and I have a cool boss.. Topakin lang minsan, pero minsan lang… What made me say “this is the greatest year of my life” again is of course Vic! Need not to explain or elaborate, basta having him feels GREAT.. I love him.
